I don’t like this life! ..→

I keep rereading old messages like they’re a different life. ..→

Sometimes I stay up late because it’s the only time nobody expects anything from me. ..→

I keep thinking “tomorrow I’ll fix everything,” like my life is a messy room I can clean in one sprint. ..→

How does this work? ..→

The day distracts me. ..→

I hope you’re doing well. ..→

Late night thoughts are always louder when the house is quiet and you can’t fall asleep. ..→

Like… I know the holidays are supposed to be this big cinematic thing with perfect lights, perfect cookies, perfect vibes, and a choir of angels harmonizing every time you open the fridge. ..→

I miss easy days I didn’t appreciate. ..→

I miss someone I don’t even talk to anymore, and the embarrassing part is I don’t miss them exactly — I miss who I was when I believed the future was going to be easy. ..→

I regret how often I said “it’s fine” when it wasn’t. ..→

It’s weird how night makes everything louder. ..→